September 11

It’s Alive!

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The List is live on Amazon.com, if you’re interested.

“Horrible death and apocalypse, individually packaged for your convenience. Now with 20% more mutilation!”

I ask myself not “how could this happen?” but “how did we not assume this was the natural outcome of life, and do something about it?” I mean, learn to shoot a gun or sharpen a machete or something, yanno?

But I’m not here to try to analyze why this is happening, or come up with magic cure to the undead. No doubt there are plenty of labs and government d-bags locked away with all the bottled water and frozen McDonald’s patties trying to figure all that out. Not me. I’m here to tell you about the list.

The list of people who absolutely must die in order for me, and any survivors to remain safe.

 

What people are saying:

We all have lists and the only thing holding us back from acting on those lists is our humanity. Or should we act on our lists to embrace humanity?” -Brian L. Adams

 

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August 28

Guest blog: An Interview with Lenore by David Niall Wilson

Today, I have been given a unique opportunity to ask a few questions of one of my own characters. Of course, once they have been written, they are as real to me as the people I meet on the street, probably more real in most cases, because I know them. Of course, since I have written about her only once, I have a lot to learn about Eleanor MaCready – Lenore, to her friends.

DNW: Lenore, you have a powerful and unique talent for portraits, and landscapes. When did you first know you would be an artist?

LENORE: My childhood was spent in a very different place and time from the world you inhabit. When I was young, there were very few acceptable trades for a woman, and as you might guess, traveling artist was not among them. If it had not been for my other gift – or curse – the gift that brought me to the Lake Drummond Hotel, and to the events that you have recorded in your novel, my art would probably have been something I tucked away and kept to myself. No doubt I would have ended up married to a farmer, or a rancher, possibly – if I was lucky – a plantation owner. I am no judge, but I’m told that I was very pretty.

The first time I remember seeing the faces, there were two of them, I was staring at the wall of an old barn. The wood was pine, pitted and cracked, and there were knots ever few feet. In the swirling lines of a knot about eye level, I saw two faces. One was a young man, the other a girl. It wasn’t as if I saw lines that resembled faces, as people often do. These were bright, clear images.

I tried to show my brother, but he looked, shook his head, and walked away. When I tried to tell my mother, he chimed in and told her I had been out in the heat too long and was as crazy as a scared goose.

I found an old scrap of paper, and a bit of charcoal, and I went back to the barn. It took me until dark to finish, but I drew – as well as I could – the two faces on the wood. I worked until something sort of – shifted – and I knew that I had them. The drawing was crude, but the features on both faces were clear.

I was frightened. I knew that all I should see there was wood, and that if I showed the picture to anyone, they would take it from me, tear it, and make fun of me. There should have been boards, and an interesting knothole. I saw them almost as clearly as the faces.

In the last light of that day, I carefully brushed away the faces. As I went, I drew in the wood as it ought to be, recreated the whorls and pits of the old pine. As the last of the girl’s face was replaced by the grain of the wood, there was a sound – a soft pop – and when I glanced up, I saw something – something silver and bright – snap free of the barn’s wall. It was like a thread had broken, and she was free.

I did the same for the boy’s face, and he, too, disappeared, leaving nothing on the wall, or in my drawing, but old stained boards and a knothole that resembled a dog more than any face. What my brother had seen. What everyone else had seen was all that remained.

But the faces. I felt there was more to them – and I’d witnessed them breaking free and floating up, out of sight in the dark evening sky. That was when I first realized that there was something different about me- possibly special – but definitely private. I spent as much time as I could, after that, drawing things. Faces, bowls and pots in the kitchen, fruit from the garden. I drew pictures of my family, and they smiled and shook their heads at me as if I was wasting time – but they kept them, every one.

DNW: Buy the time you met Edgar Allan Poe, you’d been on the road for a while. What was different about the images you found on the edge of The Great Dismal Swamp?

LENORE: There was nothing different. The images – the trapped souls – are always the same. What was different in that place, and that time, was the people. First, there was the girl at the hotel, Anita. She was not the first person I’d met who could see the faces, but she was the first – and only – who was also able to see when the soul was set free, to experience that moment as I do, and share in it with me. That was very special.

Edgar brought it all to another level entirely. When he was there, writing, and I was drawing, we formed a connection. It is hard to explain, but somehow his story became the story of the face I was excising from the branches of an old tree. I was drawn into his vision, along with Anita, and even his bird – Grimm – the crow that traveled with him everywhere he went. It is possible that Grimm was the bond – he is a very old and very powerful bird.

I would not want to spoil the story for your readers, so I will say only that it was in that place – that hotel – that I first experienced the lives of those I’d set free – first felt them as complete beings and knew who, and what I had freed. I have no choice, you see – if I see them, I am compelled to draw them. That is why I sometimes call my gift a curse. Art does not wait for our convenience – not when it’s real. But you know that. You have my voice in your head, and you know I will be calling to you again soon. There is always more to the story.

DNW: Indeed. I thank you for your story, and your time.

LENORE: As you know, at the moment, I have nothing but time.

If you would like to know more about the character Lenore, her meeting with Edgar Allan Poe, and their adventures in The Great Dismal swamp, you will find what you seek in the pages of my novel, Nevermore – a Novel of Love, Loss & Edgar Allan Poe. You can find more about me, and my work, at my website: http://www.davidniallwilson.com

You can connect with me on Twitter at http://www.twitter.com/david_n_wilson

You can find me on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/David.Niall.Wilson

 

Thank you for having me… I hope you’ll all share in Lenore’s story – and Edgar’s.

August 26

Good dogs take time

…And practice. Like writing.

I’m sure some of you will be surprised to know I was nervous I was going to serious mess up with my dogs. Confidence is only recently becoming one of my personal traits.

Dizzy spoiled us because he is soooo good. And he always has been. He’s not the smartest, but is very willing, wants nothing more than to be loved and to keep us safe.

When we started looking for a second dog (primarily because we could finally afford it and poor Dizzy, who loves other animals, never had a friend) I wanted a “difficult” dog. Okay, maybe that’s the wrong word. But I like character. I like challenges. I like breeds that are not as passive. I’m like this with everything too.

I never had a lot of dreams about having kids when I was younger, but I always hoped they’d be just like Calvin and Hobbes. (I think I got that wish.) Dogs are the same. Keep your labs and your goldens. Give me a punky Yorkie or a silly Dobie any day.

So I worry a lot that I set myself up for failure. Like Georgie. His mom was aggressive. She bit Mister and tried to attack Mini. She tried to attack Dizzy. He started his life in a complete pack situation and had food issues when we got him at 4 weeks. 4 weeks! He didn’t care about people, didn’t want to listen, didn’t want to behave.

But the other night when some friends came over very late and not according to schedule he popped open the loose front screen door, and instead of trying to engage us in a game of chase the dog around the neighborhood he held the gate, refusing to let them come in until he recognized one of them.

For a while now they’ve been staying out in the house at night too, and haven’t torn into the loaf of bread that was accidentally left out, or the baggie of trash with smooshed fruit in it. They follow me around the house because they’re supposed to stay in the same room with us. Georgie is finally learning stay.

Last week Astrid was off leash following me to the car for a ride and I forgot about the three pits in the house behind us. She ran toward them, but stopped and turned when I said “Leave it.” And she’s calmed down enough now that the cat lets her groom him instead of her having to pin him down.

It’s about time, because they’ve only been with us a year and a half now.

I felt the need to say this because I know there’s a lot of people struggling with, and considering getting rid of or giving into dogs out there. I know there were nights when I picked up poo while the dogs tore into the trash in the other room, then when I put them outside they escaped and left me hiding panic-frustration tears. Jason told me more than once that we were going to have to get rid of Astrid if she didn’t stop peeing in X place.

But now he tells them all how good they are. We all do. It takes time. It takes going through the house for 20 minutes a night to make sure you got all tempting things up and out or put away. It takes paying real close attention to real subtle cues (of which the kids are not great at) to know when it’s potty time. It takes crate time outs, and fearful questions to trainers.

Good dogs don’t, or rarely happen over night. (I will grudgingly admit there might be other perfect dogs like Dizzy out there.) So please, please, keep working with your dog, even when it gets hard. Even when you don’t want to. Don’t be afraid to ask for help, because even if you can’t afford training, there’s books. If you can’t afford books there’s websites, message boards and youtube (there are some great dog training videos on youtube.)

Sometimes it just takes time for things to sink in (Georgie’s moment was when I picked him up after he’d been neutered. He had been so terrified that we’d left him. He hugged me and clung to me licking my arm for several moments.

Sometimes it just takes the dog growing into a more adult stage of their life. Sometimes it takes that 100th time of repetition for them to get it.

Don’t give up, because good dogs take time.

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August 13

I hate…

…really needing to talk to someone about something bothering me, but not being able to because the people who understand the situation might report my venting to the wrong people and the people who will listen have no clue what’s going on.

That’s all.

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