Hello 2010
This is not my secret. I’ve been a lot of things this year. Suicidal isn’t one of them, but depressed is. Emotional is. Lost and worthless and hopeless, too.
2009 has indeed been a hell of a year.
I find myself looking forward to 2010 and wondering what my goals should be. I have to make goals, because if I didn’t I’d forget to push myself in favor of the many other things that cry for my attention. Last year I made a business plan. And I can’t even count the number of wrenches thrown into that plan. Overall I’ve hit my yearly goals, but I’d made monthly plans too, which fell apart fast and easy.
So I thought maybe the biggest goal I should make this year is to survive. I mean, there are times I feel I’ve barely survived this year.
But then I think, screw that, I want to thrive. I want write more. I want to keep myself out there. I want to live better, strong and with more faith in myself.
So it’s not so much a resolution as a goal. What’s yours?