March 1

We now pause for station identification

I’ll get to Day Twelve in a bit, but now: Horror Library volume 4 featuring my short story “What Was Once Man” (and a few other short stories by most impressive people than myself) is officially an official nominee for the official 2010 Bram Stoker Awards. Congrats to all the other authors and to R.J. Cavender and Boyd Harris who put the book together. (By the way HLv4 is still up against those evil, meanie reject-loving editors Maurice Broaddus and Nick Mamatas, so cheer for us, the little guy, if you’re tired of the evil overlords of publishing always winning.)

You can see the whole 2010 list here.

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February 19

Day Two

I won’t be at the store today, but I need to lay down a few things that I know to expand this play a bit more.

I don’t want to feel like I’ve been royally screwed. I don’t want to be one of those people furious because a failing corporation had to make cuts to stay afloat. I’m not a victim or Enron or Circuit City. This didn’t come out of the blue. And while things are going to be tight and stressful this (probably) won’t mean that I can’t pay bills. I do have a little more support than many people, which I’m very, very grateful for.

But it’s hard not to feel any hard feelings when you’re knowledgeable about the book world in other ways and you’re getting bombarded with information. Like PW reporting “newly-named svp, restructuring Ken Hiltz will bill full-time at a rate of $855 an hour” (which is probably more that my store pays an hour for all their on clock employees put together). Or the brilliant agent Joshua Bilmes who points out that Borders isn’t really closing the stores that performed the lowest.

So here in New York City, there’s a store in Glendale, Queens that is still remaining open, in a failed attempt at an upscale shopping mall. So failed that the shopping center itself was just sold at a bankruptcy auction.

Given the hard sell push we’ve been given the last few months, and Borders’ public statements that it plans to focus more on membership programs (and the new $20 Plus program) and selling non book items (up selling and likely less book inventory and more “other” inventory) makes me jump to the educated conclusion that us not selling the 45-50 plus memberships a day that Borders demanded of us played heavily in our elimination. I wonder how the other stores who had employees buy ereaders and memberships then returning them to other stores fared in all of this.

And while I recognize that a paid rewards program has worked well for Books-A-Million and Barnes and Noble, that it does benefit many buyers and is an effective advertising tool the switch over from free to paid damaged Borders at a time when they couldn’t absorb it well. The priority of selling BR+ over actual books males utterly no sense to me. (But at least I wasn’t around during the “Make books” era where Borders accepted co-op money and required all employees to hand sell a single title to every customer.)

In my only partially educated opinion here’s what caused the Borders downfall:

They stripped the stores of personality which cost money and:

Proved that they lost sight of what people wanted in a book store. The cozy coffee shop feel was replaced by a generic sales environment from the appearance down to the books on the shelf:

Of which there was less. As the focus continues to be on sales and not BOOK sales they continue to scale back what’s on the shelf. Individual stores have very little say in which books they are sent to stock, so it’s common to have the first, third and fifth or the last two books in a series but none of the others. There are fifty copies of a single new title (or a best selling one like those damned Stieg Larsson books) which are replenished as sold, but the one copy of Grimspace or King Maker is sold the day it’s put on the shelf and just not replaced (which by the way, also renders any effort of the bookseller to recommend or hand sell titles they’ve enjoyed completely useless. It also discourages employees from buying from the store because if they buy the only copy of something it’s not going to be there for the customer.)

Most of the Paperchase product is increasingly hideous. Okay, that’s a personal opinion, and while Paperchase does come up a lot in these kinds of rants the truth as I’ve seen it is that people DO buy these things. They love notebooks and calendars, pens and markers and little bags and cards and wrapping paper. We’re in a major business section and these kinds of things account for a lot of our sales as people often stop in for a present for a friend on their lunch hour, or a gift card for an office exchange, etc. But seriously this is ugly as sin (and pretty expensive too).

And then there’s that Borders expanded too fast and got locked into some outrageous rental fees. In my more honest moments this is the one that killed our particular store. But, I’m not at Borders for that, I’m mad at the city of Louisville. About seven years ago the site of 4th street live was The Galleria, meant to be a sort of inner city mall, the city was surprised when it appealed more to a certain crowd of people than to the same kind of people, say, Mall St. Matthews in the upper-middle class side of town. The city decided the best thing to do was scrap the Galleria and build 4th Street Live! (yes the exclamation is part of the name) and they decided the way to make it more of an upper crust shopping center was to, well from this end it looks like charge insane space rental prices. We’re talking into the tens of thousands a month, multiple tens of thousands a month. And they enacted a dress code. That’s right, there’s a dress code to go to a shopping center that’s mostly bars because only bars have the profit margin to stay open in that space. Borders is not the first store in 4th Street Live! to close. Now all that’s left is a CVS (which is most expensive than Borders across the board) and T-Mobile store.

You would think if the city wanted to keep retailers in 4th Street Live! they would have made some sort of effort to keep the Borders, which was the only big store in the area, there. But nothing. No attempts, not a word from anyone in the city. I hope they like big gaping spaces in their fancy, high priced glass domes, because the Game Stop that closed about two years ago still hasn’t been replaced, so how will they replace a two floor Borders?

Or I could be wrong. I mean, maybe they already have a replacement and that’s why they’re letting Borders leave without any effort.

But I also want to say this. The Borders downtown did a lot of business with the disabled and the low income. We were on the bus line, and easy to get to for the people who often times needed extra assistance because of physical or mental disabilities. For the people who didn’t have a bank account and couldn’t buy online, but they could buy or order a book directly from the store. We were the center of business for people who work downtown and wanted a place to go on their lunch hour and for the people who just wanted an actual person to help them instead of a machine.

The loss of our Borders is a blow to the city, one that the city doesn’t even want to seem to acknowledge. Now the closest bookstore to the west end, to Portland, where most of the low income people in the city live, is over 20 miles and an hour bus ride away. 40% of people on my end of town don’t have cars. In my daughter’s kindergarten class she was given a Webkins because the teacher knew she was the only person in the class that had a computer at home. African American fiction was without a question one of my Borders’ top sellers and our AAfic section out classed most other AA sections in the city (I should point out that our indies often don’t even have a romance, or more than half a book shelf of SF/F/H much less an “urban” section.)

So exactly how are we supposed to encourage people to read when the people who come to love reading, who discover it because of a store like ours, are now left literally without reading as a viable option? The city doesn’t care about these people. The corporations don’t care about these people and most people are too intimidated by the market, the state of publishing and the perceived “badness” of this area to risk anything. But that’s exactly why we need a downtown/West end book store.

February 18

Day One

It started Wednesday when we found out the company had filed for bankruptcy. By lunch time (in fact I found out as I was heading up to the break room with my lunch) we knew we were one of the ones closing.

A lot goes through you. It tries to come out all at once. You want to cry. You want to hold it together because you know it isn’t the end of the world, it’s just the end of an era. And yes, six months can be an era when it’s meant so much to you.

Today, though, is officially day one since today the liquidator comes in and takes over. When I came in nothing seemed different, until I got to the back office and it’s already so much emptier. We used to also be home base for the regional corporate sales manager, a bear of a woman named Val who was hard as hell for most people to work with. I bet a lot of them didn’t see how she jumped in to play manager when we needed help, put off ringing big orders on our slow days so boost us toward our sales goal or hunted down books like the rest of us grunts. The hole where Val is supposed to be hurts a lot more than some of the other things I’ve seen so far. But the news there is good. For now Val grumps on at another location.

The next thing I discover is that the cafe is gutted already, the first corpse in this killing spree. Marion, our amazing cafe lady, tells me how she was working yesterday and the regional manager and manager from another store just came in and started taking all her product. How do you take that, when at least one of them you know and had been friendly with and now they’re picking your organs out of your chest without even and “I’m sorry”. That’s just conjecture at this point because I wasn’t there. I don’t know that’s how it happened. But I do know the tone in Marion’s voice and it’s sprinkling of betrayal.

At the morning meeting we don’t learn much new. The good news is there will probably be a lot more hours available, but do I need more time to watch what’s happening here? Well I am, sort of, a glutton for punishment.

At ten a.m. I get my first buzzard, a man who swears that table says fifty percent off and I’m going to give him his fifty percent off. The thing is we don’t have a fifty percent off table and the liquidator hasn’t even been in yet so in this moment of limbo there are no sales. We can’t even honor sales or coupons handed down from home office. Our employee discounts are gone too, a sad reminder that our days are limited.

We get three kinds of customers today. Buzzards who want us to hold books for later sales, who don’t care that everyone of us are out of a job, but still here, haunting the place and playing at being a customer service team. They just want to pick at our bones while there are still juicy bits left. There are regulars too, about to tear up as they make last purchases. A few of them ask about sales, but only after asking about us, and telling us how much they’ll miss us. And then there’s the people who either don’t know or who give us the silent dignity of not bringing it up.

Don’t get me wrong with the buzzards either. The liquidation sale is vital to seeing this whole dance come to a close. And I don’t blame people for wanting a deal, who doesn’t these days? But is getting your twenty percent off worth the price of the end of the store?

It’s the nastiness that gets me. That I’m told I’ll have to get to as the buzzards begin to outnumber everyone else. All I ask for is a little bit of dignity. Realize that while you bargain hunt we’re ticking away our last moments at a job we love. How rare is that these days?

So I’m standing here, writing this between customers, watching the store I’ve spent a lot of time working to make wonderful being dismantled. My first display, which I filled with books by my favorite authors and friends is still out. I felt so happy when I was able to push them like that. Now that it’s my last display I’m in part a little happier because I had the time to do that at least.

My last staff recommends was Matheson’s I am Legend. It seems fitting.

January 2

2010 Metrics

BookLove:

2010 Word Count (Reviews): 35,793

Books Read: 104

(Live reviews are linked where applicable)

January

1. Trail of Madness by Zoe E. Whitten

2. Silver by Steven Savile

3. Afterlife by Naomi Clark

4. Apex December 2009

5. Elphame’s Choice by PC Cast

6. The Haunting of Sam Cabot by Mark Edward Hall

7. Skull Full of Kisses by Michael West

February

8. Writers Workshop of Horror, edited by Michael Knost

9. U.S. Army Zombie Combat Skills

10. Hex Hall by Rachel Hawkins

11. Demon Possessed by Stacia Kane

12. Under by Bradd Quinn

13. Apex January 2010

14. Apex February 2010

15. Strange Magic by Gord Rollo

16. Bone Crossed by Patricia Briggs

17. Seven Times a Woman by Sara M. Harvey (beta’d)

18. Slaughter by Marcus F. Griffin

19. Donny’s Day by Brendon Brentson

March

20. P&P&Z: Dawn of the Dreadfuls by Steve Hockensmith

21. Emily Windsnap and the Monster from the Deep by Liz Kessler

22. BtVS: Predators and Prey

23. Z.E.O. by Scott Kenemore

24. Apex Magazine, March 2010

25. Phoenix and the Darkness of Wolves by Shane Jiraiya Cummings

26. Jason Dark #1: Demon’s Night by Guido Henkel

27. Odd and the Frost Giants by Neil Gaiman

28. Inside Out by Maria V. Snyder

29. Welcome to River Street by Amy Levy (beta’d)

30. Jason Dark #2: Theater of Vampires by Guido Henkel

31. Jason Dark #3: Ghosts Templar by Guido Henkel

32. The Changed by BJ Barrow

33. Secrets of Droon #27: The Chariot of Queen Zara

April

34. Twenty Boy Summer by Sarah Ocklerbb

35. Shift by Rachel Vincent

36. My Soul to Save by Rachel Vincent

37. Hell Fire by Ann Aguirre

38. Apex Magazine, April 2010

39. Of Wolf and Man by Christopher Fulbright

40. Dead and Gone by Charlaine Harris

41. Beautiful Dead: Jonas by Eden Maguire

May

42. Silver Kiss by Naomi Clark

43. The Trouble With Tink by Kiki Thorne

44. Valley of the Dead by Kim Paffenroth

45. Unholy Ghosts by Stacia Kane

46. Futile Flame by Sam Stone

47. Magic Bleeds by Ilona Andrews

48. Unholy Magic by Stacia Kane

49. Animythical Tales by Sarah Totton

June

50. Silver Borne by Patricia Briggs

51. Murky Depths #9

52. Jars in the Cellar by Lee Clark Zumpe

53. Better Off Alone by Y Sfetsos

54. City of Ghosts by Stacia Kane

55. Dead in the Family by Charlaine Harris

56. My So-Called Death by Stacey Jay

57. Apex May 2010

58. Reader’s Digest Houseplants

59. Apex June 2010

60. Polluto #3

July

61. A Rush of Wings by Adrian Phoenix

62. Little Women and Werewolves by Louisa May Alcott and Porter Grand

63. Monsters: And Investigator’s Guide to Magical Beings by John Michael Greer

64. Deadtown by Nancy Holzner

65. The Witching Hour by Ann Rice

66. Scent of the Wolf by Tracy Jones

67. Tales of Madness by William Ollie

68. Wolf Hunt by Jeff Strand

69. Dead Witch Walking by Kim Harrison

August

70. Troglodyte Rose by Adam Lowe

71. Yaccub’s Curse by Wrath James White

72. Through the Veil by Shiloh Walker

73. Isis by Douglas Clegg

74. Veil of shadows by Shiloh Walker

75. In the Closet, Under the Bed by Lee Thomas

September

76. Killbox by Ann Aguirre

77. Impulse by Ellen Hopkins

78. Crank by Ellen Hopkins

79. Glass by Ellen Hopkins

80. Apex, July 2010

81. Fallout by Ellen Hopkins

82. Zen of Zombie by Scott Kenemore

October

83. So Now You’re a Zombie by John Austin

84. Alpha by Rachel Vincent

85. Runaway Ralph by Beverly Cleary

86. Bayou Moon by Ilona Andrews

87. Beck and the Great Berry Battle

88. A Clockwork Vampire by Karen Koehler

89. The Witches by Roald Dahl

November

90. How To Eat Fried Furries by Nicole Cushing

91. King Maker by Maurice Broaddus

92. Grave Secret by Charlaine Harris

93. The New Dead, ed by Christopher Golden

94. Divine by Mistake by P.C. Cast

December

95. Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator by Roald Dahl

96. Apex Magazine #19

97. The Stepsister Scheme by Jim C. Hines

98. Stop Walking on Eggshells

99. The Mermaid’s Madness by Jim C. Hines

100. Red Hood’s Revenge by Jim C. Hines

101. Teen Titans #1: A Kid’s Game

102. Angel: After the Fall #1

103. Pippi Longstocking by Astrid Lindgren

104. Captain Underpants: The Amazing Captain Underpants Collector’s Edition (#1) by Dav Pilky

Fiction:

The truth here is, I sort of lost count. Between a computer crash and wipe this summer and a shift in the way I approach my writing career I’ve just stopped keeping track of my number of subs and rejects and whatnot. It doesn’t help that I trunked a number of stories, I got a day job and forgot to keep submitting shorts and that my primary focus (not on purpose, it just ended up that way) has been on edits and rewrites, which does all kinds of things to word count metrics. There’s just no real good way to keep track of these things once you’re past the first draft since you could add a hundred words, but also cut ninety modifiers without really noticing.

But 2010 has been one of my most successful years yet. I’ve been published better, noticed more and even managed to stay in the black (fiscally speaking) after attending cons. Writing completely paid for my trip to WFC this year, plus some. And that, in my book, scores very high on the success meter.

Fiction Word Count (a guess): 98,562

Sales/Publications:

Bonus:

First books bought in 2011:

Winter Girls by Laurie Halse Anderson

Highborn by Yvonne Navarro

Captain Under Pants and the Attack of the Talking Toilets

The Coyote Road: Trickster Tales edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling